here i am 2 AM the day of eevee collection run and i cant sleep because bon's friend from osaka is here and they are so loooooooooooud why dont musicians sleep like regular people why dont musicians know 2 AM is not normal :( bawwwwwwwwwwww and even when i was asleep and before he got home (she got here first around midnight and was just playing with mabo) i kept getting woken up by stuff and things that made me feel really crappy in general and bad :( waaaah!

so in short: waaaaaaaaaaaah

on the plus side i'm letting osaka girl have the bottom bunk so i'm taking top bunk with all my pokeydolls, my first time sleeping up there since i increased pokedoll life, so far they are very cooperative and dont get kicked! i put the rarest ones on top of raichu pillow so they dont get injured or bent tags and can snuggle DX plusle. yay.


okay time to try again!! and snuggle my pokeydolls until bon comes up maybe at 5 AM! MUSICIANS!! but i won't lecture him, he sees this friend twice a year and shes real awesome and a good singer so i'm not mad at him for staying up late with a friend, i'm just sad at the timing of lots of things that seem to be making an attempt on my sanity when eevee collection sadly already took it from me XD


EDIT: sleep's not working and also my living room i carefully cleaned for eevees is all a mess now BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!

thank you, thank you, we'll be here all week.



for those curious, the one japanese bidder's high bid was 610 yen. which is almost close to the original market value. of all of these stamps put together. our motto is truely, "something is only worth what someone will pay for it".

i knew he was gonna ditch gliscor. ahh well. and of course bulbagarden is freaking the shit out over it and causing ten pages of wank!! why do i even look!!

EDIT: no seriously, why do i ever go there? oh right, it's ALMOST funny how they never fail to be assholes! :(

posted by heerosferret: "here comes gible, so excited! :D"
instant classy bulbagarden member replies: "No, it sucks."

such a nice and welcoming place! rotfl. you stay shitty forever, bulbaforums. and i love how the mod told me off for mentioning gible in a thread for an ep that didnt have gible (no seriously it was my bad) but didn't tell off the person who was a dick. seriously, shittiest place on earth. i'm glad the community i admin has basic penalties for being utter dicks to each other (and we also have rules against insulting a pokemon someone likes - imagine that! bulbaforums would stop existing with rules in place for politeness and kindness).

EDITEDIT: bulbagarden was already defended in the comments so if you need clarification on my feelings of frustration you can just click here!


back on track, WHY play kaze to issho ni!! don't spoil that childhood song of mine from an amazing movie for another cheap throwing away your pokemon moment!!

and to add insult to injury ash kept mentioning how good glion is in gym battles and then they replayed bastiodon getting its butt kicked by the damn thing.



whatever, byron (my waifu) and i are happy its gonenevermind, the more i think about it the more i realize he was really cute and sweet :( SIGH pokemon throw away eps blow. anyway gible is cute and i'm excited to see ash use his gible against volkner's team, since i always kill volkner with my garchomp. let's dance for gible in sunyshore!

dance waifu!!




ALSO I LOVE GIBLE LOTS.

no i won't cut this entry!

gaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhnnngghhh!!HUehuwgitrhtjhgjhjsjhjaaaaaahhh

i didn't REALLY agree with the christmas sweets plush selection at pokecen this year so for more translation work i had made what might be the best luxio ever in the world.... :D!!!!

and he will come in time for christmas, EEEE!!! junolover is the BEST!!!!!!! <3

AAAAH i sell pokemon pillows and get a new one right away, i can't help it, i am a PILLOW ADDICT!!! ADDICTED TO PILLOWS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my ~*japanese pokemon collector friend*~ (gin's talking to japanese people who aren't bon and liking and trusting them?! what the fuck is going on in the world!! gin can't make japanese friends!!) offered me this pillow along with the ~*DX PACHIRISU POKEDOLL*~ she's also sending me (it's how our love began... fan of my site who noticed it go up on my want list and had one to trade). i'm sending her morty/brawly gym badges and poketime charms and american rayquaza's in return, oh boy!!

but yes THIS PILLOW ... YOU ARE JEALOUS...!!! my pokemon pillow collection is so amazing!! can't wait for this to come hopefully this weekend.

today we learn an important lesson kids!!

nejiki has expressions other than just >|



( the wonderful world of 11 pages of scanned pokemon special manga )

EDIT: BUT PLEASE! let's keep it in the family - don't go and taunt her any further. i'm proud i had my tiny say and that's all this entry is meant to me, i am not going to support or condone any taunting or bullying or messing with this girl's auctions, stupid as they are. so please accept the victory and let us move on to a new day tomorrow :)

this girl has a long history with PKMNcollectors maybe even most members don't know... but i don't wanna get into it since it makes me ill with anger. actually as this situation was going down i agreed with lissie... i just didn't want to hear about it anymore, since there is literally almost nothing that can be done to stop this girl lying and cheating to get thousands of dollars from our members and other various innocent people.

that is, until we pwned her.

this time the person she was fucking with got the alarm in time (last time it was too late) and fucked her up the ass. anyway she baleeted all of this but i screen capped my small part, yay! :)

usually i wouldn't participate in this kind of thing, but the hypocrisy was strong in this one. she bashed our members for selling rare stuff "too cheaply" which means = "they aren't paying ME out the ass so that means they are going to DESTROY the plush, if you only pay 1000$ you aren't going to give it proper care, give ME 4000$ instead so i know you CARE!"

then goes on to say she'd NEVER sell her childhood dream lugia plush... only she'd been taking offers on it in the same journal.... huh?

w/e, enjoy. and this is where my part in this ends.

nejiki......you..... no, i won't say it.



so buying this tomorrow


oh shit gotta buy this one too HELLO WAIFU AND WAIFU'S BABBY

holy crap

someone bid on it

SOMEONE!! ANYONE!! oh please

its so cute and rare

this is the most beautiful sight ever *u* after 4 weeks and 3 days and having given up so completely i put it back on my wanted page.... well, anyone on the comm who doesn't know what's new will find out when i post tomorrow... :D




also i won this... there was a war between me and japanese bidder, but i shudder to think if the growlithe collectors on my FL had found it!! :PPPPP luckily nobody from the comm spotted it so it didn't go as high as i worried @u@ i hope my christmas rai box from eddie arrives this week so i can do my big raichu holiday collection photo!!




also tom: i got home too late :( tonight was my second charm run at the center and i wasn't even sure i'd get home in time to check on my own bag, and i got home literally a few minutes after yours ended, i'm really sorry i didn't see your message sooner or i would have been happy to help!! ;-;

pyonnybonbon is 30 years old today :)

i won this cute thing, but hmmm i have no space so i'll just send it to my friends in england... :)

i went through all 77 orders and my first count was off since i kept counting things wrong and ticking off pokemon in the wrong slot.. but the second matched with my stocked numbers.



did i say 210 total? loloops. after adding in full sets...



soon my pretties....so soon...

rat on her head. if you think its an optical illusion just watch that clip again. it's a rat!

Farewell my brethren as you wake up on this day of days and brush your teeth with deepest despair and dark tears of sorrow and regret, you soldiers of mercy, you folks on my friends list working retail on Black Friday.

Be brave.

And for everyone else, remember that no electronic equipment, no buy ten for a dollar, no 50% off sale is worth crushing a person to death or making a worker run into the back crying. Use your restraint. No plush toy is worth tormenting other... human..... beings..... uhh...

the 2K i spent on charms shut down my debit card (this is shitty thing 1/5479854 of this week) and ive been trying to get it fixed since SUNDAY. argh. they kept saying itd be fixed (3 times) but 3 days in a row it was NOT fixed until i was out of cash entirely.

turns out their guy wasnt clicking some "international" flag? wtf? and now it "really really will work"? is this a professional bank? wtf is wrong with you people?

anyway if anyone wonders "why is gin so paranoid" and "why is gin so stress ridden"? well, this is my father:

rem rom child (7:40:34): hi - sorry i didnt go yet
happy briandx (7:40:43): no problem -
rem rom child (7:40:48): its really really cold out and i wanted to wait for the other stores to open so i dont have to go twice
rem rom child (7:41:01): if it doesnt work ill just calmly let you know and use my credit card or something
happy briandx (7:41:29): it should - BTW are you mad at me?
rem rom child (7:41:37): why would i be mad at you?
happy briandx (7:42:01): no idea - random stupid thought...

the only way i can avoid yen-dollar rate related stress is by NOT looking at it, NOT knowing what it is, and just ignoring it all together. so even though i thought my 'friends' already understood that and cared enough about me to not bring it up in front of me or treat me crappy when it upsets me ... well, i was wrong so here's more reminders and pleas :( i have anxiety disorder and i just can't deal with it any other way and thinking about it sends me into severe panic attacks (like i am doing right now). pleasepleasepleaseplease don't talk about it in front of me :( and if you do don't be shocked when i am upset by it.... and most of all don't tell me to "deal with it". nothing could possibly hurt me worse.




also: i think i just got outbid on something i was gonna buy someone for christmas.... by the people i was gonna buy it for. fucking fail.